Late to show this pic.

I have a backache since started a new job.
I do stretches and easy exercises at nights, not everynight though,
which help alittle.
Shoulders stiff making clacking noises.

what I love now;
Chilled wine in a glass, also cooled in fridge for this time of the night
Quiet no people outside, pleasant cool breeze before early summer

what I miss now;
Bf!

Do you know about Neko-cafe???
Neko (;cats in Japanese) cafe seems to be getting famous in a big city of Tokyo,
and I had been curious about what it is like...
I am living in a western side of tokyo now, and
I found there is one Neko-cafe near Gotanda.

On an advertisement board of the cafe it says
that you can have fun with their cutest cats in a cosy cafe.
Last saturday my boyfriend and I got off the train
near the cafe to have a cup of coffee...

That cafe had an atmosphere as if we were in a normal room of someone,
One of the girls wearing a cat-ears headband brought us 2 cups of coffee.
We finished coffee and they led us to the another room of upstairs,
the room with about 10 of various cute cats playing around!

Bf was abit nervous at handling those cats but I was excited
touching their face or neck, I should have brought my camera I though lol
(The pic on top is the cat Roxy who was living with us in Brisbane.)

Isnt it unique of Japan as if we have too small house with no garden to have pets???

Back in Tokyo and...........
I'm looking for a job again... how frustrating it is!!!

Ordinary days...
My boyfriend has just graduated from an English language school in city
and he is still eager to learn spoken English!
Now he is doing so called shadowing, which they
utter the sentences just after those are pronounced by the reciter.
Shadowing is thought that one of the effective ways of learning language,
especially from the point of aquiring the accent & intonation.
I was discussing issues of Japanese & English accentation rules with him,
and he was kind of impressed by my knowledge of linguistics!

I love the days here, I love the time cooking with him,
eating with him, and just being with him...
oh well these days we only go shopping to buy food
or talk about what to cook for dinner lol
I love my job here so I'm thinking to stay here longer than him
but I am not sure if I can cope with that.

I am still young so it is not neceｓsary to stick to one man
to enjoy the journey of single life, (oh god I love him though)
but now I am who I am made by the people close to me
so I have no idea how I can possibly be myself apart from them.
I know that what I am most afraid of is to be alone or lonely,
I wonder how come I became to be such weak and dependent.