" MAJESTY,WORSHIP HIS MAJESTY! OUR MAJESTIC.GLORIOUS GOD!"

REVELATIONS:1:12-17

i TURNED AROUND TO SEE THE VOICE THAT WAS SPEAKING TO ME.AND WHEN I I TURNED I SAW SEVEN GOLDEN LAMPSTANDS,ANDAMONG THE LAMPSTANDS WAS SOMEONE "LIKE A SON OF MAN,"DRESSED IN A ROBE REACHING DOWN TO HIS FEET AND WITH A GOLDEN SASH AROUND HIS CHEST. HIS HEAD AND HAIR WERE WHITE LIKE WOOL,AS WHITE AS SNOW, AND HIS EYES WERE LIKE BLAZING FIRE. HIS FEET WERE LIKE BRONZE GLOWING IN A FURNACE,AND HIS VOICE WAS LIKE THE SOUND OF RUSHING WATERS. HIS FACE WAS LIKE THE SUN SHINING IN ALL IT'S BRILLIANCE. WHEN I SAW HIM, I FELL AT HIS FEET AS THOUGH DEAD, THEN HE PLACED HIS RIGHT HAND ON ME AND SAID "DO NOT BE AFRAID,I AM THE THE LIVING ONE; I WAS DEAD,AND BEHOLD I AM ALIVE FOR EVER AND EVER! AND I HOLD THE KEYS OF DEATH AND HADES." Please take time to keep this in your mind,THIS IS OUR MAJESTIC GOD! .........When under attack with satan read this out ! i do. To GOD BE ALL THE HONOUR,GLORY AND PRAISE!........... AMEN......HALELUJAH!

Entry for 07 March 2009

DEAR FRIENDS I AM REPOSTING MY TESTIMONY, PRAYING IT MIGHT HELP SOMEONE! 'TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY!

" GOD AND MY; LOVE STORY"

ON THE 22ND MARCH 1980, I BECAME GOD'S CHILD THROUGH OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR'S SACRIFICIAL DEATH ON THAT HORRIFIC CROSS, AND HIS RESSURECTION.ON 3R DAY. JESUS IS ALIVE!!!

I'M A BIT EARLY FOR MY 29TH ANNIVERSARY, BUT GOD WANTS ME TO TYPE THIS NOW, HERE GOES, SOME OF MY DEAR SISTERS AND BROTHERS AND FRIENDS KNOW MY TESTIMONY AND FRIENDS. I WRITE THIS TO ENCOURAGE EXHORT, WARN OTHERS ABOUT NOT HEEDING GOD'S WORD AND ,MOST OF ALL TO SHARE HIS LOVE WITH YOU, THAT REALLY ,IS BEYOND HUMAN WORDS, I FIND..THANK YOU ALL FOR READING AND I KNOW I'M NOT ONLY ONE WHO HAS SUFFERED GREATLY .

About Me
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:16 KJV

Well, my friends i have lots to say about my LORD and GOD and how i came to know him personally.So please bear with me,i have problems shortening things. My past[old life], was a extremely traumatic life in childhood up till GOD revealed HIMSELF to me.I remember saying to myself as a child,[after the death of 2 very important female relatives who were raising me], "there must be more after you die?, not just nothingness?" Little did i know i was searching for GOD and i didn't know it! well, my childhood was plauged with enourmous,physical,sexual,incest,emotional,mental satanic, and verbal abuse.Due to not having any stable home life,being passed onto relatives etc. i found that i had to keep quiet about the abuse,as no one would believe me, and out of fear,and not really knowing what to do.
Not only was i rejected by relatives but at school too,as i had red hair freckles etc. so i was mostly a loner. I left to go general nursing at 17 till 20 then i got married,had 2 children.I was happy to be married but after awhile [i didn't know why ,or where or what ,but intense thoughts came into my mind non stop eg:'Trish 'you deserve more than this like more ,men to satisfy all the lack of love,abuse,rejection you were subjected to].I know now in hind sight was satan whispering in my ears to point of thought ,if i didn't follow these voices,i would go crazy!Yes you guessed it, i fell for it , I even told my husband, what i was doing, guess i was being honest,he never said a word.I felt like i needed to gain some kind of "power" over men,for all the abuse i'd suffered, as all sudden they were attracted to me very strongly. Let me add here, this sickens me to dwell on it but is the truth!I even got involved with a woman! YES you read right. After many physchiatric admissions[ i asked to be put there], i was suidicidal and didn't know my identity,who or what i was meant to be! Sorry i still find this hard to talk about, but if it helps others and GOD is glorified,so be it. I have never put this on paper before except a few friends to ask for prayer. Many times the fear,of death and attempts of satan to try and kill me, [also apparently, i had been dedicated to satan and witchcraft from ancestors, and curses etc, had been placed on me].I went to a Christian welfare organisation,asking for food assistance for my children,as my husband and i split few times. it was there that i was given scripture verses, like John 3;16 and more.I kept putting these away in my drawer. After the one suicide attempt[ I had taken enough meds, to kill myself, even had more meds in my clenched fist, but nursing staff didn't know]! I , yelled out to GOD! "IF YOU ARE REAL? WHY WON'T YOU EVEN LET ME GO UNCONSCIOUS?" I never did. one day at home , I pulled out a scripture verse and pulled out a new testament i had been given,then i read that verse of scripture! It all of a sudden , became like a neon light. I started to understand a little. I went to a Christian Councellor ,in March 1980,i became' born again' CHRISTIAN! that incredible day, my familly didn't know what had happened to me, the transference was dramatic,depression fear etc, all gone. I wa s radiant. i started , going to a local Anglican Church and grew in CHRIST.A few years after i was "born again"i experienced real problems again,like exteme fear,emotional instability and much more,BELIEVE IT OR NOT !Godly,people prayed for me and then after several councelling,sessions,i was delivered of many demons! !,I won't go into the horrifying details,but satanic ritual abuse and withcraft from sins of my ancesctors was 1 entrance ,plus the incest,and sexual abuse,that gave satan a right to indwell me! NOW ENOUGH ABOUT ALL THAT. I reaped also what i sowed.I SINNED AGAINST GOD !!! got very ill with chronic fatigue syndrome, and couldn't hardly move or get out of bed.my husband looked after me for years,i'm very grateful, but things happened and he left in 2004. I had no one to help me, i got decieved big time and fell for another man and lost all my possessions and nearly my mind again. but , THANKS BE TO GOD !AND I GIVE HIM ALL THE PRAISE AND GLORY. HE GOT ME OUT OF THIS BONDAGE IN JUNE 2006, I WAS SLOWLY BEING ABUSED ,CUT OFF FROM MY FAMILLY,AND MUCH MORE.[was very hard to break away from my fiancee, i believed at first he was CHRISTIAN]. THANK GOD I GOT OUT ALIVE AND THE BATTLE FOR FREEDOM AGAIN WAS INTENSE. I don't blame anyone now, i did it! i fell f or this great deception, I have forgiven everyone who harmed me,past,present.TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY,EVEN IN SIN! HE HEARS OUR CRY FOR HELP,HE HAS FORGIVEN ME!!.It's still hard to forgive myself but slowly miracles are happening,i'm starting to see myself,others as CHRIST DOES. Iam very grateful i was homeles,now i have a one bedroom appartment, not much in it, but the nessecary.my children,mum,and rest of my familly,now understand a bit,more and hopefully they have forgiven me too. my husband and i now divorced 2 and half yrs, instead of 42 yrs of marriage in OCT. You know what i'm so happy for a very dear lady i met on 360 my dear" Jacinth" heeded GOD AND THE PRAYERS I PRAYED,this is how i got to here on 360! and GOD BLESS JACINTH,LEVI AND HELEN WEBB and many more friends for there uplifting acceptance,nurturing encouragement etc. i am now, on GOD'S RIGHT TRACK PRAISE HIM SO VERY MUCH. I know that all that's happened can comfort,help others. As my GOD comforted me.and "GOD turned evil,sin, around into good in "HIS PERFECT TIMING!"HALLELUJAH!! PRAISE GOD CHRIST JESUS IS MY LIFE! Many thanks friends for listening,and praying for me. love in CHRIST JESUS ALLWAYS TRISHA. "WITH G OD NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!"
PSALM 91,121 AND GALATIONS 2:20 AND REVELATION.IV'E FORGOTTEN WHERE ?Verse 21 OR 2 2I THINK,THERE WILL BE NO MORE SUFFERING TEARS,PAIN ETC. I LOOK SO MUCH FORWARD TO BEING WITH CHRIST FOR ALl ETERNITY.....TRISHA
ps DON'T EVER GIVE UP MY PRESCIOUS FRIENDS! AS OUR GOD KNOWS ALL AND WILL MEET ALL YOUR NEEDS. HE ALSO GAVE ME THESE VERSES WHEN I RETURNED AND REPENTED. "SEEK YOU FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD AND HIS RIGHTEOSNESS AND ALL THESE THINGS WILL BE ADDED UNTO YOU." PLUS"I WILL RESTORE UNTO YOU,ALL THE YEARS THE LOCUSTS HAVE EATEN."GOD HAS AND IS DOING THIS IN MY LIFE NOW. ALSO EPHESIANS 1:6 WAS VERY SIGNIFICANT IN MY LIFE,EG: 'I AM ACCEPTED IN THE BELOVED"
< THAT WAS SHORTENED, BUT THE DAYS CHRIST SAVED ME, TO HAVE GOD ACCEPT ME WOW! AT LAST I WAS ACCEPTED,I DIDN'T HAVE TO CONTINUALLY PERFORM TO BE ACCEPTED, BUT I STILL DID ,A BIT BEING HUMAN, BUT IT LESSONS THAT NEED NOW ,TO PERFORM .OR TRY TO BE PERFECT!. I CAN NEVER BE PERFECT, TILL I'M WITH HIM IN HEAVEN. PRAISE GOD.
" GOD IS LOVE"<<<<<<,TO HIM BE ALL THE HONOUR AND GLORY!....AMEN AND HALLELUJAH.... !WOW I AM FREE, BUT THE PRICE OUR SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST PAID>>>>> ISN'T THAT THE BIGGEST LOVE WE AS HUMANS CAN EVER HAVE??

I BELIEVE SO!.. PLEASE KEEP YOUR WHOLE ARMOUR ON AND BEWARE OF THE COUNTERFIETOR AND his strategies. IT'S A PRIVILIGE TO PRAY FOR EVERYONE . PLS? KEEP PRAYING FOR ME TOO?

THANK YOU. LOVE IN GOD'S ABUNDANCE...TRISH.

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one pair of hands.... CarrolRoberson.