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My last 360 blog Part 1 lol: It’s hard to believe they are going to close our 360 and that on July 13th it will no longer be here, I know it has a lot of faults lately but I love its simplicity. This place has been a little home away from home for so long and I’m sad to see they are shutting it down. I used to wonder what anyone saw in meeting people online or blogging and I didn’t get how you could form friendships with people you have never physically met but I really have made some truly wonderful friends on here, some in Australia and many of you from around the world. I’ve learnt about you, your families, your lives and so much about many different cultures and it’s been an amazing time. I’ve shared so much of myself and my life with you as well, the highs and some lows. We have laughed, cried and been of support to each other when we have needed it.

That’s Friendship.

I do regret that I won’t get to meet any of you though as I one day thought I would, but obviously since the breakup my US trip is sadly off but you never know one day I may still come over because id still love to see so much there, meet some of you and one day id still love to meet John even if it can only ever be as friends because I know we would have the most amazing time together but not for a while though because atm I wouldn’t be able to keep my hands off him lol and id be on top of him in 2 seconds *grin* see I do have a hot naughty side lol

As you can see below (blog 3) I saved all your lovely testimonials before they vanish because I love them so much and your beautiful words about me always made me feel so warm. You saw beyond my picture to also see the beauty, warmth and caring I have inside and it’s those words that always meant the most to me. It’s like when John would tell me I'm beautiful, it made me smile, but when he would talk about what he saw inside me, I would get teary because that always meant so much more to me. I know its cliché but it really is what’s inside a person that I care about the most and that’s why I fell for him so hard, yes he is hot looking but it’s the goodness inside the man that captured my heart totally. Remember Susan Boyle, when she walked out on stage to sing she had the most bubbly and fun personality and when she sang omg we were all mesmerised but it didnt take long for all that to be pushed into the shadows and all the focus from the media was about her needing a makeover and I just couldnt believe what went on. Its sad that the world is so shallow and even on here people feel they have to hide what they look like when in reality friends dont care what you look like, its who you are that counts. I’m the first to admit that I take good care of my face and body, not out of vanity but because we all should do that but If I had to chose tomorrow between my looks and personality, id chose to keep my personality because I’d rather be a good, caring person and hilarious fun to be around than be the hottest babe on earth with a shitty outlook or no personality lol, I really mean that. You can always improve your looks but an awful person rarely changes

Lust Is When You Love What You See.

Love Is When You Lust For What's Inside!

I kind of fell into online and chatting and then here onto 360 and would never have thought I’d have so much fun but I did and will hopefully continue to do so on the New Yahoo Profile. Yahoo has brought so much into my life, all of you who Ive come to care for, all the fun and laughter we've shared and also a few weirdo's and stalkers but hey they do make life interesting lmao. Yahoo also brought love into my life and out of the millions of people online, 2 very special people found each other one night back in November 2006. Yes, I met John online and just as I never thought id form true friendships online, I certainly never believed I could fall so very deeply in love with someone online, so deep that at times it took by breath away, but it happened as love does when you don’t expect it. I felt the warmth and love as if we were in each other’s arms, every kiss, every touch and hug and despite the fact that it didn’t work out as I’d hoped it would, despite the pain, I don’t regret one hour, minute or second of the time and love we shared. How could I regret loving and being loved by someone so special and wonderful. I wish more people thought that way then maybe there wouldn’t be so many bitter breakups because they serve no purpose except to kill the love and caring you once shared. As happens in relationships at times, he felt that I might not be what or who he wanted anymore, yes that hurt me more than I can say but he was just being honest and it’s not a reason for me to be angry and bitter or to hate him. Why am I telling you this, well I hope you will take something from what I’m saying and oops Im in a talking mood lol. I know life and love aren’t always easy but unless someone does something really awful to you, then don’t hate because it’s a wasted emotion, it won’t help you and will only make you bitter and in the end its you who will suffer from it. It is hard at times to reign in emotions and feelings and to just be friends with someone you love so much but staying friends, being there, caring and sharing a laugh has truly helped me, just as I hope it has him to. If the love and caring you have for someone can suddenly turn to anger and hate just because they left you then I don’t believe its truly love because if you really love then you love unselfishly and none of us have the right to infict our pain onto others. I know that sounds simplistic but its how I am. I see too many bitter and nasty people on here and in life and that’s sad. I think a lot of times its because people find it easier to be angry and to blame someone else rather than see faults in themselves or try to see someone else’s perspective or reasons why they want to end it. All most people see is their own pain and they can’t look past it to see the pain of others and that’s wrong. When John broke off with me, more than anything I wanted to say ‘I love you so much, please don’t give up on us’ but I knew how much he was hurting so I let him go with only loving and supportive words that were genuinely from my heart and that my friends is real love and not the fake bullshit words of love that some people say so easily and too often. Sometimes you have to let someone go so that they will be happy and not try to hang on to them just because it’s what makes you happy, that’s real love. No-one wants to lose the one they love but if someone doesnt want to be with you then you cant force it to happen and the crap and disgusting behaviour I see dished out by some people on their ex's for no real reason other than hurt amazes and shocks me at times, and its always in the name of love, yeah right lol. Things in life change, people change and there are no guarantees in life or love. Next time something happens in your life, when life deals you a rough blow or when a relationship goes wrong and doesn’t go how you want or how you had dreamed, I hope you will all at least think of this and consider reasoning behind why things happened as they did and not only about how you feel. I know how tough it is when your heart aches and I know it only to well at the moment but in all our lives, there are so many worse things that can happen to us. I have my family and friends, a home and food, my health and a job, well for now lol and thats a lot to be happy for and I try to remember that its sadly more than so many people have. Dont let tough times bring you down or change you for the worst. I have a couple of long term friends here in my life that I have been close friends with for over 20 years, who over time I have seen become selfish and bitter, who have no empathy for anyone but themselves because of their inability to forgive anyone who does even the slightest thing they dont like let alone anything bad and they are never even a little bit positive about life. They have a victim mentality and cant see that its their own behaviour that cuts people from their lives. I look at them and how they are and all I can think is that they will die alone and bitter and I will never let myself become like that and thats why I will always laugh and try to find some sort of positive to things that happen. Even now, with my job situation, Im so very scared of my future but I still always have a laugh about it because it alleviates the stress even just for a few minutes and it helps. Maybe I am to soft or to naive to be allowed out of the house alone, I’m not sure lol. My views on life may be simple but Im surrounded by the love of family and friends and I wouldnt want to be any different.

Always focus on what you do have in your life and not on what you dont have and remember that it's the simple things in life that will often give you the most fun and the best laughs.

I love life and I know I have many blessings and so much to be thankful for

Im thankful I met John, he made me smile from the first night we met and he still does he made me happier than Ive ever been in my whole life and will be in my heart forever.

As much as it hurts to think of him eventually being with someone else, I do truly hope he finds the one who makes him happy, who loves and cares for him as he deserves and who brightens his every day.

I will forever wish it was me.

The little picture below used to sit under my profile pic here on 360 and most of you probably never even noticed it lol but I loved it and I still do because its true so I had to have it here on my last blog.

Our relationship ended but not the love.

Sunday 7 June 2009 - 08:27PM (EST) Permanent Link | 4 Comments
My last 360 blog Part 2 lol: Im thankful that I have become friends with so many of you because you have enriched my life in many ways

With the closing of 360 soon, I’m feeling very sentimental as you can see above lol and I want to say

‘Thank you, Thank you, Thank you’

to all of you for your friendship and the caring that you have given me since I started on 360 in February 2007, you have truly touched my life and made it better. When I started my page I had no idea what to do with it and I got inspired by my friend Bernie who is not only a lovely woman but has a great sense of humour so that’s why I went with mostly funny blogs because I really do believe that a smile and laughter are priceless and you can’t give a better gift to a friend. It still amazes me, my silly little page has over 270,000 hits, I’ve done 214 blogs (mostly funny and some that I’m sure you fell asleep reading, like this one lol wake up wake up lmao) and received over 1500 blog comments. In my quick comms you have said hello’s, well wishes, messages and tags to me over a staggering 20000 times, most of which I have tried to reply to and which makes me think ummmm do I spend too much time here *giggles* Nah, I’ve loved it for the most part once I learned how to keep my page more under control that is lol like getting rid of those damn face collectors who add you either because they like your looks and to hit on you or just to make it look like they actually have friends, we all know the types and I’ve certainly learned how to spot them and weed them out fast lol and I’ve been happier here since doing that.

This has been such a good outlet for me and I’ve loved sharing funny things that I found to make you laugh, I loved the creativity it allowed and also coming here when things were bad and just typing what I was feeling at times helped and knowing that you cared and reached out meant more to me than I can ever say. I’m not the type who lets most things in life things get to me a lot and I love that I can usually laugh stressful things off but when things do get really bad and I get emotional, I hate it and hate being sad around people so I shut down a bit and don’t say anything to my friends, I back away and avoid them or pretend that everything is great and that I’ll be fine so they don’t worry about me and so I found being able to write things out in my blogs really helped and that’s why at times I did it, more for me really so I didn’t keep things all bottled up inside.

To those of you who took the time to read those blogs and not just the funnies, those of you who took the time to reach out in friendship I say an extra big Thank You, you’re very special to me. I believe in Karma and that good people will always get more goodness back and I hope you all have that goodness come back to you many more times over.

As much as there are a lot of decent people online, there are a lot of weird and nasty people as well but I have been so lucky here on 360, I’ve made wonderful friends, had very minimal drama and you have all treated me beautifully, with kindness and respect. Many of you have opened up your hearts to me about personal things in your life, you have shared and given me the benefit of your life experiences to help me though hard times, just as I have with you. I thank you from the heart for that because you helped me and I hope that I was able to do the same for you. You respected my No Flirting rule and even joked with me about it lol. A few of you tested the waters lol but only in a tiny way and got your wrists slapped but took it well lol so thank you. The No Flirting rule was only in part to do with my relationship with John, he trusted me as I trusted him so me having this page was never a problem for him and my No Flirting was always and continues to be because I really am only looking for friendships on here and not love. Once I was with John I did get a lot stricter about it and I hope you all understood that it was not because I’m a prude lol but because I never wanted to abuse that trust. To me you can have all the love in the world but if you don’t have trust in a relationship then you have nothing.

I’m going to be busy for a while and also being in such a constant state of stress with the job stuff is really waring me down and I find I’m very tired a lot lately so I won’t be around as much but I will still be staying here on 360 until the bitter end and going down with the ship as they say lol and then I will see you all on the New Yahoo Profile on the 13 July. I know it’s not very good there yet but like my puppy Buddy who sits at me feet while I cook, eternally hopeful that he will get something (and he usually does lol), I will be eternally hopeful that they improve the new site once this one closes and they can focus on it more. I can’t say I’m happy with the new profile, the girly girl in me loves to decorate my page as yall know so I hope they give us that option soon because they way it looks now is so dull and lifeless.

The link below is for those who haven’t yet hooked up with me on the new profile. I know some of you are moving to other sites but I’m not going to do that, well not yet anyway lol because I just don’t believe you can give people the time and attention they deserve if you have yourself on to many different sites and id rather have just 10 genuine friends on yahoo than 100 acquaintances that I don’t have time to get to know at least a little so to those of you who don’t come to the new site, I have enjoyed your friendship and you will be missed but never forgotten and I wish you well

http://profiles.yahoo.com/u/JN6OWHWZYWNIMDVBGXA6FTP5A4

Sunday 7 June 2009 - 08:00PM (EST) Permanent Link | 2 Comments
My last 360 blog Part 3 lol: Well that’s it from me, my last 360 blog and its another long one hey, oops sorry but Im such a chatty gal lol and at the moment Im full of so much emotion and things just come pouring out of me but what the hell, yahoo is gonna delete it all soon anyway lol.

This lil picture and poem below says it all

THE ABC’s OF FRIENDSHIPS

(B)elieves in "you"

(C)alls you just to say "HI"

(D)oesn't give up on you

(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)

(F)orgives your mistakes

(G)ives unconditionally

(H)elps you

(I)nvites you over

(J)ust "be" with you

(K)eeps you close at heart

(L)oves you for who you are

(M)akes a difference in your life

(N)ever Judges

(O)ffers support

(P)icks you up

(Q)uiets your fears

(R)aises your spirits

(S)ays nice things about you

(T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it

(U)nderstands you

(V)alues you

(W)alks beside you

(X)-plain things you don't understand

(Y)ells when you won't listen and

(Z)aps you back to reality

Myspace graphics

This has been a rough for me, a year of endings, first John, maybe my job and very soon yahoo 360

but as an old friend once said to me,

don’t say goodbye,

so Ill just say

Toodles for now my friends

To be continue at a later date on the New

but not improved Yahoo Profiles

Thank you so very much for all your lovely Testimonials,

I know the words came from your heart

Sunday 7 June 2009 - 07:50PM (EST) Permanent Link | 3 Comments
Entry for 07 June 2009: CodeConverted@MY360MI

Sunday 7 June 2009 - 07:16PM (EST) Permanent Link
OMG ... WOW Im finally famous lol: WOW I’m rich & famous at last .... Last week I entered a contest to win a week in a 6 million dollar mansion on the beach, annoying I didn’t win that but I got this clip sent to my email, its a promotional clip and omg I laughed so much when I saw it especially given my job situation atm lol. It’s really cleverly done and I loved it so much I thought id share my new found fame with yall

but I’m not sharing the money

Today Worlds No 1 Business Mind,

tomorrow the world as they say hehehe

(The clip will take a few seconds to start)

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roflmao ...I’m so glad the guy at the end of the clip didn’t have that tattoo any lower

Friday 5 June 2009 - 09:06PM (EST) Permanent Link | 4 Comments