Huggs to all and to all a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! It's been some time since I've been here and those of you whom are closest to me know I've not been well. I'm suppose to have another 3 week course of electro convulsive therapy done soon and then one dose every 2 weeks from there on for the rest of my life, I'm still deciding on wether or not I'm going to have it done as I'm not so sure I can withstand another lot of ECT, the last course really knocked me around.

I've missed chatting with my friends quite alot, I don't get online much these days only to check mail mostly so if any of you wish to keep in contact with me via mail please feel free to email me at KEZ2222@msn.com with your postal addresses and I'll be sure to write to you all, it sure would be good to know how all of you are doing and whats been happening in your lives.

My sweet children are all doing magnificently, Terrence upped his grades from D's and E's to A's and B's this year, I'm very proud of him for all his hard work he's deffinately growing into a fine man. Alan has done exceptionally well at school also but he always does, his goal is to become a doctor when he's finished and I sure hope he keeps that goal I'd be the proudest mum on earth if he did as he'd be the first person in my family to actually have done something with himself and not wasted his life. Kylie started the year out on a bad note, she was pretty disruptive in class and the teacher put her on a behavior book but by the end of the year she'd settled down and became a well manoured student, her grades were pretty high also which I was supprised to see considering her behavior. My sweet little Angel is growing into a fine young little miss, she's a beautiful little girl, well behaved and as sweet as can be, just about everyone who meets her falls in love with her. I'm so blessed to have been given the opportunity to have one last child, one which is a true blessing from God himself. Though all my children have been blessings I feel Angel has changed my life for the better. If any of you wish to see her or any of the others just let me know and I'll email you a picture if i can or post one out, I no longer put them on the sight for fear of a certain person having them.

Well I guess it's time for me to be going, I sure hope you all stay safe over the holiday period and remember the true reason surrounding Christmas. I love you all and hope to hear from you soon.
chow kez xoxo